Devious Journal EntryAnd I leave you with some Tori Amos:
"This is not a conclusion
No revolution, no
Just a little confusion
On where your head has been"
"This girl only sleeps with butterflies"
So sleep well, and fly far, and do not worry, but instead soar.
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Suddenly a_muse_dif you had known that some days i curl up into a ball don't want to breathe don't want to feelSuddenly a_muse_d
don't want to be
if you had known that'd you'd be looking after me instead of the opposite, what would you have said?
if you had known that i have
demons in my mind refusing to let go would you have bothered would you have
cared?
I wish you knew everything about me because "the scars remind us the past is real" and memories never really die, my dear.
I know
and you know... you know bette
by ~amusedtangerine
temporary fixI was the perfect student, the perfect daughter, the perfect sister.temporary fix
I was adored, I was needed, I was loved.
I was loved. I was loved. I was loved.
I loved back.
Happy in my stations, happy in oblivion.
The person staring back from the mirror
is not the same.
I do not know where i belong anymore.
I used to belong somewhere. I used to mold into a conventional mold slightly less conventional than the norm. It was normal. I liked to be weird.
Relished it, basked in knowing it, I was different (but the same), I was ME, and
by ~amusedtangerine
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Closed Park, Monday nightClosed park, Monday night, 3am. It's been a long day for me. I'm sure you know this, Not like I was home for dinner. Or when you went to bed.Closed Park, Monday night
Heading home, Concord Road, 2:45am. Ozzy is on the radio, Proclaiming the end of crying. Mist is rising from the road, Blurring the lines and edges, Generally making things difficult. I think about how I left you, My only presence in your bed A kiss and a hug on the way out.
It's a pretty screwed up world, If you think about it. I'm not saying that my happiness Is more important then the n
by ~LeaInShadow
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Devious Info
- Current Residence: here
- Interests: Books, Music, Friends, Love, etc...
- Favourite movie: The Princess Bride, Shrek 2, LOTR, Shawshank Redemption
- Favourite band or musician: RHCP, Led Zeppelin, The Eagles, NIN, Pink Floyd, The Offspring
- Favourite genre of music: Rock - classic & modern
- Favourite artist: Escher
- Favourite poet or writer: Madeleine L'Engle, Carl Sagan, Heinlein
- MP3 player of choice: ipod (consumer whore. bad.)
- Wallpaper of choice: hot air balloons, of course.
- Favourite game: People-watching
- Favourite gaming platform: x-box
- Favourite cartoon character: Rocky and Bullwinkle, Brian from Family Guy, & Lisa Simpson
- Personal Quote: "yeah, but it's not original."
- Tools of the Trade: pen and paper, mostly; camera, keyboard, etc...
- Email: teslar99@yahoo.com
- AIM: ihugtangerines
- Yahoo: teslar99
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u have been hit by the smexy truck!u have 30 min. to send this to 10ppl u think are sexy! if u dont u will be cursed w/ unsexyness for 8yrs.and if ur hit twice u know u r especially sexy.
Just sayin'.
WE LOVE YOU.
I think your funny. I mean the tangerine not you..wait not you you but the you who made the tangerine. Or maybe not you who made the tangerine but the one who made amusing. Wait why am I typing me fumbling words like I am trying to get your phone number but to scared to ask because I always had a crush on you but you never knew it, wait start over (....deleting words....) oK. Ilikeyourtangerinesokbye. (runs away before you relize what I just said.)
This is Bailey, in case you were curious. H'llo.
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And then he realized that he loved the eagle better than the sheep and that he always would and that, because he did, because it was in him to do it, he could never be perfect in the sight of God.
-Thomas Harris, "Black Sunday"
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